Tuesday, March 11, 2008
The process
This whole week I am fasting! Mainly because I needed to get a bunch of junk out of my life and make a lot of huge life changing decisions. I am also going on a mission trip next week and I wanted to have my head clear for the trip. It is only my second day of fasting and God has already gave me clarity on a lot of things. One of the big things is being completely real with myself, and stop living behind this glass that I have put up. I found that I have been watching the world pass me by for far too long. I have been compairing my situations to that of others. I have really been living for myself and my own instant gratification in almost every area of my life. I have been serving for the gratification of the world, and not of God. I have spending money ridiculously, and not saving and investing like I need to be doing. I have pushed off school for too long. I have let my self become so consumed with the idea of working in the ministry instead of realizing that I am in ministry right now. I have been walking so far away from Christ, that my decisions haven't been reflecting those of a Christ follower. I keep trying to conquer things on my own, instead of with Christ and because of that I have dug myself further into the valley. I pray today that God would have mercy on me and help me to get out of this ditch.
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