Monday, March 3, 2008
Hostage-Addiction
Hostage! What can I say, man this series at church has definitely has hit me hard every single week. I think that this week has easily been the worst.(For those of you who don't got to Lifechurch.tv the series that we are currently doing is called Hostage and it is basically about things that we are held Hostage to. We are on week three, but if you want to check it out you can look on the Lifechurch.tv website and watch them.) Addiction, hit me so hard. I have a really hard time letting people see me as being weak, so writing this blog is really a humbling experience. I have become addicted to a very physical unhealthy lifestyle. I never thought of myself as the type of person to get sad so I eat a whole thing of oreos or a boy break up with me and I sit on the couch with a container of ice cream. But, I have been in that point in life that God is breaking me down to the real grimy bottom of the barrell type of stuff. He is opening my eyes to look inside myself and having me realize that I am not great at everything. So in doing that I have been able to see things that I haven't been able to see before. I am a huge emotional eater, and I have let myself some how believe that I am not able to come out of this addiction. I eat when I am bored, when I am happy, when I am stressed, when it's just there. I don't exactly know what I need to do to get out of this addicition but I need to do it quick! So please pray for me as I head down this road!
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