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May 2006, I made a personal commitment to no longer have sex or allow myself to get emotionally involved with someone until I say, I do.  April 2007 I made a personal commitment to no longer kiss until I say, I do.  Through a lot of questionable situations I have pulled through as keeping my promise. You may think I am weird, or crazy but "Its my prerogative, I can do what I want do."  Honestly this a desire that God place in my heart, and it's not for just any one but it is for me.   Just imagine the feeling of kissing your husband for the first time after you say I do.  Here is the thing in my short amount of time away from God I put so many things in His mercy seat in my life, and I know my weakness when it comes to sex.  I know my struggles with promiscuity, and I know the emotional journey that God brought me through to get me to the point.  I  have no problem with sharing my struggles it helps me to keep it real.  Keeping it real, is what keeps you from falling down a path that leads you back to your lowest points in life.  Those point that I wouldn't go back to for a million dollars.